talk about getting the spirit

today , I feel a little bit weird, it is not like that I am getting used to being along for all times. It’s more like finding what you really want but in the end, you realize you are nobody but a lonely man. Standing in the street, thinking about what to eat and expect someone will call you to join the meal. And of course there is no that one, not to mention there is no THE ONE. OK then, take a deep breath. Still hope there. So I choose to stay at my favorite Starbucks tonight. Hiding, typing and listening to X’mas rhythm, trying to get some spirit of not alone.